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I think people dont have the slightest ideas on how i feel...they dont seem to care they will think your dramatic but its like i just wanna slap someone cause people really do suck sometimes and i miss being a little and not caring about nething feeling so good and it just gonna get worse and it will never get better but i will take it in as it comes and no one and i mean NO ONE or NETHING will break me.
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Hello, Jessicaca here....
since Tawny decided to update my journal its my turn to update hers! yyayy. okay.. so today... after fighting with her mom and almost being grounded, me and my mommy went to pick her up and brought her to my house! we just hung out basically and then... we went swimming. Oh what fun times we have... we put on music and danced in the pool and things. Jenson came out and taped us... funniest 20 minutes of tape ever, thats all i gota say! quite embarassing toooo haha but its all good. then we watched it and basically LAUGHED OUR ASSES OFF haha it was great.
now we are just chillin, getting into trouble haha you know how we rollllllllll. anyways.... im OUTTTTTTTTTTT
KBYE
P.S.... Tawny wants me to say that she loves caca alot almost as much as she loves Vojtek :) :) :) :) HEHEEEEEE
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[29 Jul 2005|01:21am] |
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Im a crazy son of a bitch
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[28 Jul 2005|01:25am] |
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Me and Jess want a lemonade stand with alcohol ....okay yesterday i had my girlies come over nd watch laguna beach nd they slept over nd it was fun nd hmmm tahst bout it... nd i want to watch a movie but i dont feel like it ohhh man!!!
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[24 Jul 2005|12:24am] |
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I wish i could just press rewind life over again and remember everything and press play.
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[22 Jul 2005|12:43am] |
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Today Voytek came over and i was excitedd...we watched constantine and it sucked horribly then we just hung out teh rest of the time....tomorrow all day i am tanning again then me and him are hanging out...Stoaked for fridays cause its andy's (excited) then saturday i am cleaning... sunday i am shopping for snacks for monday and monday is my laguna beach partay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOAKED
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[15 Jul 2005|05:48pm] |
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Blebla
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[29 Jun 2005|03:15pm] |
Dear Jessica Lynne . . .
dont cry my little buddy dont be sad cause u no wat ur better that that nd ur a strong ass girl nd u no it......smile please nd i hop u feel better and wen u read thiscall me weneva u want okay nd i no u will do fine......i love yaaaaa soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! always here BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFLLL
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[29 Jun 2005|12:51am] |
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i love voytek.....
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I LOVE VOYTEK CIECIERSKI because ....
he is soooooooooooo sweeet
he is soooooooooooo good to me
he is jus sooooooooo frikin adorable i jus wanna jump on him nd kiss him all the
he amazes me everyday
he is my best friend and hott at the same time
i love his lips
his eyes are incredible
he is the most sweeeeeeeeeeetest person to neone nd not just me
he changed me to a better person
and their is sumthin about him that just makes me love him and i have no idea why he is the best
BABY I LOVE YOU and i am sorrry nd i missed you sooooooooooooooooooo this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you
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life is good and i am american and you no what your jealous y do u go back where you came from!!!
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[21 Jun 2005|08:24pm] |
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Matt Lisk i just started reading a few days old journal entries nd i saw your abou yyour dog and i cried. . .i hate death but you know what thats why we have dogs they prepare us for even bigger tragedies in life. . .smile please and maybe your dog will hang out with my dog in doggy heaven or sumthin. . .hehe
well newways that made me sad. . nd i was thinking about some things and everyone knows that em and change od not get along. . .i am afraid of the changes that will be coming in july and the ones next year because i hate holding on for sumthin for so long and it always slips out of my reach . . every night i think if maybe a way to change what might happen but its not my descision for their long road nd maybe i will just be a person to remember and a person taht was not their...scared i am and yah i it may be a year but to me it will only be seconds away..i ahte life and change..sumtimes change is good but i guess i can just hold my head up high and go through every obstacle i will have to face
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today i woke up...ate then cleaned for a bit studied then went with my dad to my uncles birthday...it was way funn...my uncle is wicked cool nd i hung out with him his friend dan nd denise nd her son (mike) and his friend (danny) dan and denise are older but way cool denise looks like she is in her 20's dan looks like a harley kinda guy he is laoded with tatoos he is way cool nd they hav known my rents since a long time....his son nd his frend were wicked nice...they are 19 nd they were wicked cool i might being goin ova to go swimmin sumtime nd hang out nd i am kinda excited cause their family is really cool....i also talked to terry nd karen hoo hav knwn my mom since forever she just adobted this black girl who is four nd she is soo cute but a has a wicked funny attitude...since my aunt is brizillian her whole brizillian family was their nd it was funny cause they talked in portugese the whole time... i met her sisters brothers nd sum1 else he was wicked nice he looked greek tho he was 18 i wanna say nd was really nice nd funny...terry and karens daughter civarra the black girl they adobted went to the bathroom nd she was like to the brizillian kid wait for me nd she left teh door open so she was going to the bathroom nd a little brazillian boy walks by nd goes ewww i dont wanna see you go potty nd me and the brazillian kid were dying it was halrious but yah it was wayyyy funnn...i love you voytek
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[19 Jun 2005|11:11pm] |
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Okay yesterday I got home from a hard day of school and I went and got a ice coffee with my mom (coconut flavored) then we went out then we went and got food then i ate then i called voytek nd he came over at 8 and he left at 11 nd i was really sad cause we always hav a fun tiem together...well my uncle was over so we joked bout stuff nd it was wicked fun cause he had way to many drinks nd he ended up leavin at 2 in teh morning...today began wen i woke up around 11 i went pee then i went downstairs nd my mom told me that i had to hurry nd eat breakfast so i cud do my gay ass chores so yah i ate then vaccumed scooped the crap frum outside then did dishes then cleaned the bathroom then i cud call voytek so i was mad..so finally i did my chores then i called voytek nd he picked me up at 2 we went to his house for a half an hour ;) then we went to boston to pick up at his cousin at the airport..it was way funn...we waited forever for his cousin then we saw him nd he didnt hav his luggage so voytek nd him did sum stuff then we left nd he drove me home around 6...then he called me like at 7:50 then he came over nd he left about 5 mins ago nd i miss him horribly but i had alot of funn being with him forever.....god i love him he is funny and amazing dn i must asss wicked HOTT ND CUTE!!! but yea he means so much to me nd i am so happy that i have him....2morro i will hate cause i wont talk to him for a while nd it makes me sad but i love him....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH VOYTEK YOU ARE EVERYTHING AND MORE TO ME!!!!
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[20 May 2005|04:01pm] |
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I have not updated in a while but yea my week went by really fast nd today i am jess's right now then tonite voytek is commin ova!! wicked excited!!!
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Okay today I got up went outsied to tan then i talked to voytek then the pest guy came so i had to stop tanning nd i came in the house talked to voytek for a while then i got off the fone iwth him..chatted with mommy then i took a shower..after i took a shower i got ready nd dress nd i left with mom to the bank then to go get flowers nd plants for the yard we got tons of flowers!! i bought some for my area that is where the dogs are buried...I bought 8 flowers for then but ne ways we got home around like 3 i wanna say and i raked all the leaves and their were tons then i cleaned lal the loose rocks nd thsi took me a while...next i needed soil nd alot of it...George dads worked brought me a ton of it but it wasnt enough nd george left so i had to get the soil my self i shovled it all in the wheel barrel then i tried bringin it over where i am planting but it was sooo heavy but i did it neways so i tried dumping it but it was too hard so instead i used teh shovel nd shoveled it out then dumped the rest out...well i thought duffy was buried on teh left of riley but i was wrong so i had to rake all the dirt behind where riley was buried nd plant their. I made a stone thing for him its cute. Then i planted all the flowers which took me a while then i had to get the watering thing nd it had no whole in it so dad put a whole in it so i cud put water in it then i watered all teh flowers alot then after that i put rocks seperating where the dogs were buried nd it looked really gud then my dad sed mulch wud help the the flowers so i had to go back in forth with the shovel getting mulch nd by the time i was done it was 730..i did a way gud job so proud of myself!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VOYTEK!!
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[18 Apr 2005|03:18pm] |
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The 15 reasons why I love the Spring & Summer...
1.) The end of School and its not as Stressful...
2.) A time to feel beautiful..
3.) Relax....
4.) Bring old friends into the picture...no fights...
5.) A night when you can hear the bugs and its hott but you have your windows open and you feel a cool breeze...
6.) The beach
7.) No one is uncomfortable
8.) Swimming Whenever..
9.) The Grass looks good...
10.) Walking around bare foot..
11.) Summer Romance...
12.) To Enjoy Life and its beauty...
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[18 Apr 2005|03:11pm] |
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Yea i havent updated while but everything is gud...today jeff came ova nd vistited nd we got pizza nd it was way funn nd tonite voytek is commin ova yea!!
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[14 Apr 2005|06:59pm] |
I love you Tawny!!! I will always love you, please dont ever forget that!
~Voytek
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wats up
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